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[Friday
June 16th, 2006 at 1:07am]
SELF DESTRUCT! 007 | LET'S SET OUR HEARTS

[Saturday
June 3rd, 2006 at 2:19am]
Today was a crazy day. My mom kicked me out, and I cried a shit load. All in all, I'm back at home and I now have to be home right after work Monday through Thursday and my mom is taking over MY paychecks and giving me ALLOWANCE. Its bullshit, but I have to abide by her rules because I have no where to else to go. 
My birthday is Thursday and I am not excited because I'll probably have to be in RIGHT after work so I won't be able to enjoy it.
But I did get an apprenticeship at a tattoo shop so by September I should be a full blown tattoo artist.
Speaking of tattoos, 
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[Tuesday
April 18th, 2006 at 2:43pm]
So, I'm finally updating. After about 6 months, I feel I have neglected this poor journal long enough, it needs a little action.
I currently am still working @ Starbucks and I truly hate it.
Its not so much the job I hate, its the people.
Don't get me wrong, theres a good handful of people I absolutely adore there, but there are those I hate. Its bad enough I feel like my manager hates me, I feel like the older people do too. Its rough, so I changed my availability. I want to transfer to the new Westland store, but that doesn't open until July and I am unsure if I can make it that long.

I've realized now who my friends are who they aren't. I used to be so obsessed with everyone liking me and calling me, but now I could give a damn less. I have my boyfriend & my very few best friends and I am perfectly content with that.

Here are some pics of my life recently, I don't really have much more to say. 

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[Sunday
December 4th, 2005 at 8:12pm]
This weekend was basically... amazing.
I got to spend it with my 3 favorite people of all times.
Although I am happy there is still so much I don't understand.
Meh meh, im sort of gay. Or atleast I should be because maybe
then i wouldn't have to go through this bs.
:] i love you.
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I'm Apologizing in Advance to anyone who has a combination of me, holli or aubry as lj friends [Wednesday
November 23rd, 2005 at 10:07am]

So this past weekend, Aubry Charlie Jesse and I traveled to a far away land for Rhythmden. It was so much fun. The car ride, the bands, everything was just amazing. Mos def one of the best weekends ive had in a long time.

 

ITS . ALL . OR . NOTHING . KISS . YESTERDAY . GOODBYE Collapse )

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[Wednesday
October 26th, 2005 at 9:52pm]
I've been so fucking sad lately. I cannot even explain why, because I don't know.
I want more than anything to be happy again.
It might be the weather, who knows.
But I wake each morning wishing i could just sleep forever.
I cry everyday now, the littlest thing can set me into tears.
I don't like this one bit.
I think too much work has set me into a sort of depression.
I'm sick of worrying about finances
and I'm work of worrying about other people.
I just want to fucking take off and leave all of you (with the exception of a few) behind.
Because honestly, I probably don't give a fuck about you.
When was the last time you checked to see if i was alright?
Yeah, thats what I thought.
Oh but wait, when you need me, I'd better be there.
Because I'm just a fucking peice of shit.
Sometimes i feel like I don't deserve to live.
I hate feeling like this, so much.



Please ignore this .

[Tuesday
October 18th, 2005 at 1:38am]

My life is pretty boring as of late.

All I do is work, it seems like, and yet I cannot get out of debt. I'm lucky if I ever get a day off.

I miss a lot of people. ie: Aubry Gene, first off and most important. Uhh Miss Streetman, Kristie, Dannah, Alicia, Marci, Alia, Kiersten and Christine. Basically everyone is missed.

Jesse moved in this past weekend, and I must admit it is a lot of fun. Minus the fact that I have to get up at 7 to take his ass to school.

I really love working at Starbucks. I love the people I work with, they are so much fun. Blah blah blah.

 

Uh, Sunday Jesse Shaun Cara and I went and took some sw33t photozz at the Henry Ford Estate and these broke ass homes in detroit.

 

No no drama, you don't want no dramaCollapse )

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[Friday
October 7th, 2005 at 12:14am]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTIE AGAR. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRRRRRL. YOU'RE THE BIG 1 - 8  TIME TO SEE SOME TOTTIEZ N PORN/CIG/VOTING TIME.

i loveeee you . and have fun at Mates of State. I am sincerely jealous, but i want you to have an amazing day.

i will see you saturday boo-bear!

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[Friday
September 30th, 2005 at 11:35pm]
So my life has recently consisted of hanging with a few great people.
And there has been a lot of drama, that I am not too fond of.
:[
But anyways.
Here are some photozzz.


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Kristie is a straight up thug (ps I was too lazy to turn these)
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This is what happened to Holli when she passed out on my couch. ily grrrl.
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and i got my nose pierced, not the greatest photos, but you get the jist of it.
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im done.
goodnight :]
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[Sunday
September 18th, 2005 at 10:26pm]

Last night started off as a good night.

Before I got too drunk I made sure to take some pictures because I haven't in a long time.

 

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[Friday
September 16th, 2005 at 1:49am]
I'm bored.

And I'm tired, yet I can't sleep because I'm a fucking cracker.

I miss a lot of people.

I wish Aubry was happy because she deserves to be, and I love her so much.

I would give my left shoe for her to be smiling once again.

I swear when things get shitty, theres nothing that can make you feel any better.

I'm sick of life, and I'm sick of being lonely.

I need someone to take me on a date or something because I just want to be loved.

HOLLI STREETMAN, I MISS YOU A LOT.

Please call me, sorry to be such a shitty friend to everyone lately.

Life & work is literally kicking my ass.

No real reason for this update except to say I love you all, a lot.

ADAM - Ice skating soon?

WHOEVER WANTS TO GO TO CITY CLUB SHOULD COME. We can all dress up like goths and I'll do your makeup because i can :]
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[Monday
September 12th, 2005 at 1:52am]
Today has really showed me exactly how much I love my friends. I do, I love you all so much. I have the greatest friends in the world and I wouldn't trade any of you for anything, but feel free to make an offer. HAHAH I KEED.
But anyways.
This week is definitely a busy one.
MONDAY Watercolors from 1:00-3:54 , then to the Costick Center to work from 4:00 - 5:30. And then I have to go work Starbucks from 6:00-10:00. But I'll be working with my Dannah Banana, that'll make things be wonderful :]
TUESDAY Anthropology from 12:30-1:50, then Costick Center to work from 2:00 - 5:45.
WEDNESDAY Ain't got shit for classes. Maybe I'll take this opportunity to catch up in my online classes. But work at the Ice Arena from 1:30 - 5:45 and then Starbucks from 6:00 - 10:00, once again, with my lady Dannah
THURSDAY Anthro from 12:30 - 1:50, then for the last time this week, back to the Costick Center to work from 2:00 - 5:45
FRIDAY Sleeping in :) Then working from 1:30 - 5:30 @ the Arena of Ice, and then S-buck from 6:00 - 10:00.
SATURDAY Starbucks once again, from 2:00-9:30.
SUNDAY I have to be BACK at Starbucks at 5:30 in the fucking morning. Do you understand how difficult this will be for me? I don't think I will go to bed. WHO IS WILLING TO STAY UP WITH ME?!?!

None of this really pertains to any of you, but it helps me to keep myself sane & remember what the fuck is going on.
I am truly excited bc my CD collection has grown immensely in the past couple days.
You all should burn me CD's and I would love you forever.
Sometimes I truly love my life, but we'll see how long this will last. Off to bed bitches .
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[Tuesday
September 6th, 2005 at 9:58pm]

So next week I'll be working with 2 amazing ladies at Starbucks. I am so excited!

My life lately has consisted of hanging with friends & very little work. But that is about to change. Friday I work all 3 jobs, it SUXXXX.  But hopefully I'll be making some FAT cash and I can get out of debt, that would be great.

 

So fresh & so clean, clean.Collapse )

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[Friday
August 26th, 2005 at 2:59am]
Credit card people have called me 4 times today.

I owe a lot of money and I'm not exactly sure how.

I am so broke i want to cry.

I hate being 19 and being in so much debt.

So this means I'm not going to be able to hang out a lot. Because I cannot afford gas.
I'm going to try to work my ass off that way I can get out of debt.
Had my 2nd interview at Starbucks yesterday and It went well. I hope to God I get it.
Even though I am not religious in the slightest. I figure if there is a god, maybe He will lend me a helping hand.
I just want to work REAL hard for like 2 months straight and get some big bucks and pay off my shit that way I don't have such a huge cloud hanging over my shoulders. It really brings me down.
So I guess this will just show who my true friends are. And who makes an effort to see me without me having to drive to them.
This is so stressful.
But anyways, went to Starbucks tonight to see Dannah.
She ended up seeing this psychic guy who she met on a plane to California like 8 months ago.
I think we're going to go and get readings once I get more money.
He told me i should go into makeup and that made me really happy.

Seeing as how this is text-only, I don't expect many of you to read it, but thats okay with me.

Wish me luck :/
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Cuz Baby, This Won't Get Any Easier [Thursday
August 25th, 2005 at 2:54am]

So heres my update.

 

My life of lately has consisted of trying to finish up these last few weeks of summer. This summer has been amazing and I want to end it the same way. I have come to realize that the friends I hold closest to me are truly amazing and I don't know where I would be without you all.

Last week, Aubry Holli & I ventured to the park with our cameras and a bag full of goodies.

 

We May Never Fall In Love AgainCollapse )

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[Friday
August 19th, 2005 at 1:08pm]
I am convinced the world is ending.



In the last hour, Channel 4 has interrupted my regularly scheduled program FOUR times for FOUR seperate Breaking News Updates.


We're all going to die.
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[Tuesday
August 16th, 2005 at 1:58am]

Today was an amazing day. Aubry, Christine, Holli, Keri, Kristie & myself headed off to Detroit to take some sw33t pix.

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REP YO' CITYCollapse )

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[Sunday
August 14th, 2005 at 2:46pm]

My Life As of LateCollapse )

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[Monday
August 1st, 2005 at 11:34pm]

 

Here we goCollapse )

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Stolen from Aubrys profile [Saturday
July 30th, 2005 at 5:03pm]

and if the worst thing in my life is long-ass car rides,
and hug filled goodbyes, and i can still be mystified by pretty      
smiles, crushes and mixtapes,
then i guess things really aren't so bad.

 

I really love life as of late.
As much as I get frustrated with my friends, I really love the ones I hold close to me.
Last night was fun, went to Smythfest2 but that was transferred to somewhere in Detroit.
Me, Holli, Aubry and Marci like to hang out in basements.
With weird people.
And girls wearing trucker hats rolling on the floor.

And I love how Kiersten and Brad are so fucking cute.
And how when Brad is trashed, he becomes the smartest man alive.

 

:) Warped Tour tomorrow, with some gay ass people... Grr... Aubry and I will still make the best of it. Hopefully we'll meet up with Kristie and Katie and co. because I really fucking love them and i know i'll have a good time with them irreguardless.

 

GET READY FOR THE MOTHERFUCKING BLED!!!!!!!!!

:D

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